Audios and Videos (English)
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“Answers from Kirsten Buxton” Video Series
Questions and answers from Kirsten’s I Married a Mystic series on LM Virtual
Click the playlist button in the upper-right of the video player below (three horizontal lines) to see a list of short video clips from this series. Full episodes are in the playlist below.
“Presence and Clarity” Series
Kirsten shares and answers questions in this series on “A Course in Miracles” mind training.
Topics include hearing and following guidance, discerning the voice of the Holy Spirit vs ego motivation, “Who is God?”, true empathy, release from guilt and sickness, and the essential practice of inner inquiry.
“I Married A Mystic” Four-part Series playlist – Full Episodes
For more details about each video in the series, visit My Book page
Interview with Lilian Ferru in Holland
Asheville – What is it For
A deep, intimate gathering about healing, purpose, and the context of awakening.
Kirsten opens up this talk with a message from Jesus, “I want you to speak to me directly”
Asheville 2 – Everything Is Mind
A deep gathering calling everyone into the absolute. There are no exceptions when it comes to forgiveness. Truth is true and illusions are false.
Oasis Institute, Knoxville – The Kingdom of Heaven
Kirsten speaks about the fear of love and what it really means.
Cedar Rapids – Stay With Me
Kirsten speaks about the one real relationship and being told by Jesus to “Stay with me.”
Rockford – I Will Step Back
Kirsten talks about the big yes, leaps of faith and how the deepest prayer of the heart is answered through practicing this prayer: “I will step back and let Him lead the way”.
Glenview – A Love Not Of This World
Kirsten speaks on the topic of Holiness and what is means to accept yourself as the presence of Christ. She goes into detail about a love that is not of this world
Augustine’s in Chicago – Another Realm
Kirsten speaks about the enormity of the gift of a still and quiet mind. Once enough mind-training has been practiced, we all have the capacity to be channels for the Spirit.
Toledo Unity – Relationship with God
Kirsten speaks about mind-training, pausing, and inner inquiry. It is important to ask yourself, “what is this for?” and to inquire whether you are coming from a place of love or fear; identifying with a person in the world, or with the Christ.
Massachusetts – Holy Relationship & Grief
Kirsten speaks on the deep topic of holy relationship verses special relationship and if both partners need to be in agreement for the relationship to be one of healing and purpose. Participants openly express their deep grief on losing loved ones to death.
Circle Of Miracles, New Britain – Presence and Healing
A presence-filled Sunday service with Kirsten at Circle of Miracles in New Britain, PA
Circle Of Miracles 2, New Britain – What Prevents the Miracle
Living every moment with Spirit and exploring what is preventing the experience of the miracle -one participant went into a mystical experience as he went right into this question and through the other side.
I Married a Mystic Book Tour in L.A: Inspired Talks about Living in Purpose
Unity of Burbank, L.A Part 1
Kirsten joyfully shares the miracle of her journey into the Mind of God, and the joy of simplicity. Everything is welcome as the pathway to God, every issue and belief is an opportunity to heal and go deeper into truth.
Unity of Burbank, L.A Part 2
A joyful continuation of the gathering where questions are invited. Topics include:
How to let go of the world and give it over to the Holy Spirit – and why there is holding on.
Mystical experiences and how they are inspired by forgiveness of the self concept.
Living with a ‘news-junkie’ husband who gets angry.
Seeing everything as a reflection of mind.
Topanga Canyon gathering in California with David, Part 1 Kirsten Buxton and David Hoffmeister shine and share from the heart in part 1 of this all day gathering in California.
Topanga Canyon gathering in California with David, Part 2 Kirsten Buxton and David Hoffmeister share many parables and examples of unwinding the mind, undoing the self-concept, and igniting the awareness of Divine Love. The Spirit’s use of relationship is highlighted in miracle after miracle. Questions from the heart spring into forgiving the belief in linear time-space and freeing the mind to Awaken to Love. Kirsten’s new book: I Married A Mystic is referenced, including the title of each of the 27 chapters.
Igniting Miracles in Relationship – webinar hosted by Craig Villarubia with Miracles Academy
Interview About My Path – In this interview I share about following Guidance, how my relationship and trust of the Holy Spirit developed and how relationships with family went through changes. I also speak about mind training, mystical experiences, meditation and Divine Providence.
Talks & Satsang from a 6 Week Devotional Retreat in Mallorca
Satsang – Freedom and Independence – Who we are is the Kingdom of Heaven. Dare to stay. Whether the guidance is to stay or go (in form), when every step is taken consciously, with the Spirit, there is no sense of avoidance or escapism.
Adjustment Bureau – Love Leads the Way! – We are all part of a greater plan. We are being called back to God through relationship. Take your brother’s hand and walk together. You are the same Self, you are One Mind.
The ego wrote the script. Trying to change it to fill the void will never work. ‘I need do nothing’ is a state of mind of complete acceptance. Put the hat on! Go straight to the Source! Align with Spirit and realize there is no void.
Movie talk with David and Kirsten at the Mallorca Devotional 2015.
Letting it Up! Exposing the Compromise – Kirsten and Frances hold a lively group session at the Devotional Retreat in Mallorca.
Miracles are Involuntary – Kirsten and Frances give a practical talk on the immediacy of salvation, and trusting in the orchestration of the Spirit for healing. Rather than waiting for a future counseling session with a specific person, the prayer of the heart can be answered immediately when the mind is open to following the Spirits prompts.
Europe Tour 2014
David, Frances, Jason and I had a wonderful 3 months of traveling together, holding gatherings and retreats in 12 countries
To Be on Purpose – The purpose of awakening, of the community, is mysticism, which is to identify with this Presence, this Divine Grace. We let go of our thoughts of how we might be happier doing something else, somewhere else, and relax into the peace of this moment.
Living Miracles Europe Tour, Filmed November 9, 2014 in Utrecht, Holland
Responsibility and Forgiveness – The real responsibility we have is peace of mind. When the attention is focused on spiritual awakening and the Kingdom of God instead of on survival, the ego’s rules of responsibility in the world no longer apply. Forgiveness takes us beyond all beliefs of the world. – With David, Frances, & Jason
‘Her’ Movie Gathering – A deep 4 hour movie gathering. Facing the fear of opening up to the intimacy of mind beyond the need for physical connection. Even without the body the same thoughts and fears are experienced. This movie shows where awakening is going. With the desire to keep opening up and expanding the mind beyond the personal self, awakening is inevitable. With David
Healing is Practical – Healing is not separate from life. When we say yes to healing and give our full selves to that, Spirit will work with us to guide everything in our lives for the purpose of purification. Relationships, logistics and practical tasks are all used as vehicles to channel the mind into alignment with Spirit. With David, Frances and Jason
Dissolving Judgement – Positives and negatives, criticisms and compliments are all the same. Everything is judgement and you are none of it. God did not create judgement and therefore it cannot be true. Of yourself you cannot dissolve the judgement but you can notice it and let Spirit be the bridge to allow judgement through you and not by you. Spirit’s use of judgement is Guidance. With David, Frances and Jason
Not Guilty – We mistakenly project guilt onto “wrong” behaviors. It is misperception. The guilt is attributed to the misperception. But the only guilt in the mind is the choice for the perspective of wrongmindedness, for littleness. We can learn to see everything with the Holy Spirit through the miracle and it won’t matter what the form was. Everything has always been working together for the good; we just didn’t know it. We can’t solve the problem at the level of the problem. It is the identification with the small self that needs to be forgiven. So we work with those thoughts, and we shift our perspective to the dreamer of the dream.
Mind is Causative – On the spiritual journey, the self-concept, the individual personality, is being undone; and it resists. This mental resistance may show up in form, as a computer not working for example. Rather than automatically listening to the voice of past knowledge for a form solution, we pause and inquire into our present state of mind, our clarity, and we pray. With the shift to right-mindedness, the internal block clears and the problem in form may miraculously shift. We are willing to let go of our investment in certain outcomes.
Mexico, & La Casa De Milagros
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Satsang /Gatherings at the Monastery & Metaphysical Center
Bathed in God’s Love In the Chapel – Love is Here. Love cannot come to an end. While Help is needed, there is a Plan of awakening, given by One Who knows what our heart is truly calling for.
“..the message was deeply received and embraced, and enveloped me in a warm blanket of contentedness in God’s perfect Love”
Acceptance of Self – Kirsten and Jutta speak on the falling away of ‘progression’ on a spiritual journey, and the acceptance of the atonement. Forgiveness relieves the mind of the belief it knows anything. The world was used to support the development of trust and awareness of Spirit, and now the training wheels are off 🙂
Total dependence on inner listening, and on God, is where attention is now. It feels like Christmas!
A Deeply Profound Journey – Kirsten Buxton shares her heart with Colin about her spiritual awakening. Her devotion, gratitude and depth of calling, pour through as she addresses topics such as healing in relationships, trust and the importance of mighty companions on this journey. The love and joy in this joining is reflected in the explosive fireworks that are heard frequently in the background throughout this recording. 🙂
Ignite the Spark in your Heart Tour August 2014
Invitations and Gifts – The invitation to share from the Heart comes from God. When we say yes we are saying yes to receiving the Gift for ourselves, and then we have the joy of giving it away!
A deep and joyful gathering about reality, letting go of being the hero of the dream (the savior of victims), and accepting our true nature.
– Kirsten and Ricki
True Prayer of the Heart – The true prayer of the heart is to be aware of our spiritual reality and to be in the direct experience of present connection with God. “Come with wholly empty hands” is guidance to let go of what you think you need, so that you can receive the Spirit’s Plan. Stay! Allow what is arising for healing, see the desire to leave, to avoid, to blame something in form as a defense against forgiveness.
– Kirsten and Ricki at the Church of Truth
Quantum Love Tour – April & May 2014
Pray, Listen, Follow – “Seek ye first the Kingdom of Heaven and all else will be added unto you” is actually true. But this is not experienced by the mind that believes it has to handle certain aspects of its life alone (its finances, job, “mundane” chores, etc..). What the heart longs for is the experience of deep connection with Spirit.
Eureka! – Come into the unknown to Know God. Truth is consistent. Love is consistent. We have found our purpose!
Ricki and Kirsten talk about leaps, demystifying the mystery, and how they came to handing their lives over to God.
Alisa Amor’s angelic voice and powerful songs touch everyone at this gathering in Eureka Springs, Arkansas.
Align with God to Receive Everything – God’s will for us is Love; perfect happiness, and the way to know this and experience living in His Grace is to align with His Will and allow ourselves to be Guided in every aspect of life. To only allow Spirit into some areas of life is to put limits on Love.
The undoing of the self concept and the belief in an external world happens through allowing Spirit to be our reference point, rather than the world.
Being present with whatever is arising in consciousness leads to deeper awareness of Self.
David, Kirsten, Ricki and Helena, North Carolina
Love Rocks! – Kirsten speaks on Love being True Identity, Home, and Reality – and how it cannot be changed by anything of this world.
The ego is terrified of love because in love, it is dissolved. To the ego, love is death, and the fear of death is projected onto life in this world, the future, and the unknown. To the Spirit, there is no death, and in this talk, the experience of Truth; of our eternal nature, is felt. The script is written and Who we are is beyond it all.
With joy and laughter, Ricki shares her undoing parables, and the Presence she finds herself Identifying with, and the music pours through, blessing everyone.
What is the Happy Dream – This morning, Ricki and I were inspired to speak on the happy dream and what brings the mind to it. It has nothing to do with ‘creating a happy dream life’ – that would be the ego’s idea of a happy dream. A happy dream is a guilt-free, Spirit-inspired Life in God! Only the happiness from ‘doing God’s will’; knowing Thyself in the moment, is meaningful… and devotion to this awareness is our ‘path’. And then, with delight, we embrace what is ‘given’ by the Spirit – opportunities to let the love pour through, opportunities to share the good news, prompts to vacuum the living room, rides in Porches – it’s all the same when you are Happy!
Prayer and non-compromise is a continual devotion, to stay with the Spirit’s Plan and what serves the whole. Being in the ‘Yes’ sometimes means saying ‘No’ – from the beach house on the Jersey shore.
Sickness and Truth – Sickness is a decision. When the power of the mind is given over to belief in sickness, the identification with the body is immediate and convincing. Only by seeing the decision for weakness and the reason for this decision can an alternate decision be made.
Perception is a moment by moment awareness. To perceive sickness anywhere is to believe in it. The Christ cannot be sick and God’s Plan is to see the Christ and awaken from the dream of separation, regardless of the form.
Kirsten in Pennsylvania.
Be Still and Know – To know thyself is to forgive our self-concept. Every perception, thought, emotion and belief that tells us that there is something in the world to fix, change or save is coming from an identity confusion in the mind. Tracing inward and seeing the decision is where forgiveness happens. It is about bringing the illusions to the truth; to where they are dissolved.
Kirsten and Ricki in Pennsylvania
‘Why Wait for Heaven’ retreat at Casa de Milagros, Mexico – Jan 2014
Undoing the Blocks to Love – A profound talk that takes the mind from specifics to accepting the atonement. Whether the perceived problem or question is about the belief in hierarchy, concern for the world, or how to love, the answer is always the same. Bring the problem back to the mind of the perceiver and look within to find the answer. (English/Spanish)
Involuntary: No control at All – This morning session covered the themes of self hatred, co-dependency, and releasing concepts and roles and the control associated with them. The laughter erupts during and after a no control parable of David told by Frances. Life under the guidance of the Holy Spirit is absolutely involuntary, rendering us happily with no control over the world or anything at all. Such Bliss! (English/Spanish)
Everything is Involuntary (Jan 2014) Kirsten and Frances hold a community talk at Casa De Milagros. The prayer of experiencing the involuntary nature of everything is the way to see beyond errors, to accept that the script is written, and to embrace what is given in the moment.
Talks at the Living Miracles Metaphysical Center
Unconditional Love is Reality – It is Impossible to be Alone (March 2014) – A talk on our True Identity; the Real Love that is behind all perceptions and thoughts. There is no external enemy. There is only love. Sunday service with Kirsten and Leila.
Accepting the Atonement in Joy (Feb 2014) A deep talk / Sunday service with Erik and Cody at the Living Miracles Metaphysical Center.
Mystics on Fire! (Dec 2013) On fire for God, the Kamas community* call the Hawaii community, to share the passion and joy that is flowing. Deeply held patterns are being cleared from the mind, it is the end of isolation, the belief in deprivation, ‘management’ of the mind, the fear of intimacy and the fear of stepping up… With this much support, failure is impossible.
The core of our desire is God; Love; Intimacy. We talk about the belief in hierarchy and how it is being undone through accepting our Identity and taking the risk of communicating deeply and honestly about what is really going on in the mind. The first 10 minutes of this audio is high energy! You may want to turn the volume down to ease in gently to where we are at!
*Kamas community: Kirsten, Leila, Ricki, Nikita, Sarah, Tera, Cody, Lonnie, Erik and Jessica
Quantum Love Sunday Service (Dec 2013) Open to Love with the One you are with. We are having a quantum experience, realizing there is One Spirit, One Love, one moment, in which Love / thy Self can be accepted.
Sunday Service with Leila Dawn, and musician friends Ricki, Laura and Erik (Nov 2013) – Oneness and collaboration are our natural state. Forgiving the perception and belief in external authorities and hierarchies and stepping in fully to play our part in the Plan brings us into Certainty of Self! We welcome a new minister to join us in Service to the Spirit, and enjoy some beautiful songs in this freeflow of a Service 🙂 Freedom! Holiness! Hooray!!!!!
Various Talks / Gatherings
Insights at the Dublin Airport (Aug 2013) –Who we are is beyond time, and can not therefore, be delayed in time. The experience of being in time is just not being in the freedom and joy of the present moment. Eternity is here, always… innocence is recognizing that you didn’t do anything wrong… you didn’t actually delay anything… you just deprived yourself of the awareness of the perfection of everything… but this disappears immediately when this awareness dawns!
Satsing Tour (Satsangs with Music)- September 2013
Service to God brings Awareness of Christ (Sept 2013)– A Saturday morning Satsing from Duncan B.C. on Vancouver Island, Canada.
Kirsten, Erik Archbold, and Laura Schopen held a weekend retreat, where the theme was being in service to God. When giving of ourselves in service to God is our focus, our lives become the means. All that is needed from us is our willingness to face the darkness in our minds, so that it can be washed away by the Holy Spirit. As our minds heal, we naturally extend God’s love. Gently, our identification as a small, limited, personal self is dismantled, and we shift into knowing ourselves as Spirit. It is how we live an inspired life and how we learn to be Miracle Workers, staring right where we are.
Sunday Services from Living Miracles Australia – 2009-2012
Sunday Services – Enjoy these Sunday services from Australia. They are filled with messages of love and faith.